OMG…did I tell you what happened…
Memorial day weekend.
Unofficial start to the summer of 2019.
To be honest, the last 3 summers have absolutely sucked. Weather has been horrible, same ol’shit going on around me. I am bored outta my mind.
For the last 5 years I’ve been slowly breaking out of routines & thought patterns I’ve had my entire life. I keep finding that patterns I’ve been living for decades, truly no longer work for me. It’s a brilliant awakening. And probably one of the hardest to adjust to because I, always revert to what’s comfortable & familiar to me. I am a creature of habit. But most of those habits are no longer serving me.
Transformation begins with first recognizing a change is required. So here I am, recognising. And here we go again, more change.
I have to readjuste my thinking patterns on a regular basis. It’s hard. I’ve been taking small steps. Changing my routines, adding new ones I’m comfortable with. But true change can not take place until you face fear & conquer. Working on it.
One thing I want to acknowledge, I am so very lucky I am capable of doing exactly what I want. Truly blessed. No better foundation to build on.
Creating a life I love.
Written not waiting for Friday, or summer…